L-O-V-E ♥

Monday, November 26, 2007 `

♥ ,

guess what ?

i really think thr0ugh le .

i d0nt want t0 be s0 depending 0n guys .

really , i d0nt want .

i just feel that i am too depending 0n guys .

thats why , when he didnt catch up with me ,

i cry , this is NOT ME ~

fr0m t0day 0nwards i will st0p ,

st0p depending 0n HIM~

i d0nt kn0w why .

its just ,

i d0nt kn0w h0w t0 say ~

can s0meb0dy help me please ?

i am really very heartbr0kenn ~

i d0nt wish t0 be s0 weak ~

i am n0t like this .

i am n0t i use t0 be like n0w .

small matter cry ,

small matter ask pe0ple f0r help .

i am n0t ,

i am a girl, wh0 is much m0re stronger

then wh0 y0u all think i am

0kay ?

&& like what i said ,

he w0nt keep t0 his pr0mise ,

he say will c0me find me ,

well , he didnt ~

4get it .

i am n0t g0ing t0 trust him anym0re

i guess i w0nt be p0sting bl0g t0o 0ften ~

cause i d0nt want t0 be

p0sting up my feelings .

feel s0 awkward .

or maybe even cl0sing up my blog .

thanks =D

HATRED BELONGS TO THE DARK .

EMO SIDE OF HER.

=DD

Love ends @8:44 PM

♥ ,

happy 7th m0nth anniversary

hubby ~

we g0ne thru really al0t .

even the eve 0f 0ur 7th m0nth als0 still quarreling ~

l0l ~

t0day accompained hubby t0 MCYS,

waited n0t quite l0ng la~

then s0methings happen during the waiting .

LOL~!

t0ld hubby ,

he very dulan la ~

then i just walked away ~

i cant believe that he just stand there .

didnt f0llow me .

i cried al0ng the way ~

fuck it la ~

i hate t0 cry f0r b0ys ~

makes me l0ok like i am a weakling ~

fuck it ~!

but it just came out like that ,

sometimes i just feel that ,

my l0ve f0r him is n0t STRONG

can say like ,

my feelings f0r him has faded ?

aiya , i d0nt kn0w la .

i feel that his feelings t0wards me

als0 fade le .

aiya , i d0nt kn0w la ~

i just feel like

i cant breathe pr0perly ~

h0w i h0pe everything can g0 back t0 n0rmal ,

h0w i really wish.

but is impossible .

t0day , went t0 watched ENCHANTED

can say that it was quite a g0od catch.

=DDD

enj0yed m0st part 0f the sh0w .

well , after m0vie hubby make me laugh

like a sia0 zhabor ,

then g0 h0me l0r .

after that , reached h0me ,

mummy ask me n0t t0 g0 0ut later .

as she is g0in t0 h0stel f0r the pr0gramme

then i said 0kay, as i went 0ut t0day .

LOL~!

then asked hubby t0 c0me and find me pei wo ,

guess what he say ?

kk later then i g0 find y0u ~

then i g0 h0me .

by the time ,

what time le ?

i ask y0u c0me is t0 ask y0u pei me .

i just ask f0r a little bit m0re time .

als0 cannot ?

4get it , i am still quarreling with him ~

IHATEHIM~

but still happy 7th month anniversary .

Love ends @7:33 PM

Sunday, November 25, 2007 `

♥ ,

well , i d0nt kn0w why .

i just keep quarreling with hubby ~

i seriously d0nt kn0w why ,

haiz ,

small matter we can quarrel until like what like that .

seriously , i really d0nt kn0w what is up 0n my mind .

it just ..

i d0nt kn0w what t0 say seriously~

well , i g0t t0 end here la .

i really am confuse ab0ut what has

happen t0 me .

bye all ~

Love ends @7:24 PM

Monday, November 19, 2007 `

♥ ,

well , t0day went t0 c0urt with dear .

sentence is OUT~

n0 m0re waiting ,

n0 m0re crying ~

hahas~

he g0t pr0bation ,

h0pe that he will ha0 ha0 zu0 ren uh ?

then w0nt g0 back t0 c0urt .

then i w0nt cry f0r y0u anym0re ~

anw , guess what ?

dear is beside me n0w ,

in lan sh0p .

he playing his STUPID dota~

then here i am blogging my lame BLOG

l0ve him l0ts la ~

he n0w als0 n0t a free man le ~

wahahas~

same with me ,

but only i am a

HOSTEL girl

while he is just a

PROBATIONER~

cute uh ?

&& guess what ?

the year && month which i discharge ,

he als0 finish his pr0bation

cute uh ?

t0gether free girl && free man

hahas~~

oh ya , i heard fr0m

ah pui (camilla)

that, DEAR (eileen), teck ping && cassandra

abscond fr0m h0stel .

its like what la ~~

dear , y0u said y0u w0uld n0t zuo pai de

in the end what y0u d0 ?

lie t0 me ,

i hate y0u la ~

i kn0w is stress in h0stel .

but , we can overcome it t0gether what .

running away is n0t a idea l0 .

h0stel is CONFIRM better then

GIRLS' HOME okay ?

just c0me back s0on alright ?

the 0ther 2 i just c0uldnt care ab0ut them .

but DEAR , just faster c0me back surrender .

i am sure they f0rgive y0u de ~

&& i am missing my dearest l0ts la ~

i felt as th0u i pang seh her ~

i am sorry DEAREST .

but i just need t0 attend my boyfriend court ~

n0w that i kn0w he is fine ~

i am happy le~

&& aiai , i am really very disappointed in y0u la ~

kena caught 2 gum && 1 packet of cig .

then hai y0ur homeleave kena cut .

very nice izzit ?

i d0nt think is very nice la ~

i d0nt kn0w la ~

i just want t0 tell all my LOVES ones ~

*please take care of y0urself ,

dont f0llow the step that i take last time .

its really n0t w0rth it de~

okay ?

take plenty of cares *

0ne m0re thing , which i f0rg0t t0 say is ,

mummy br0ught me a new phone ~

wah , s0 happy la ~

but the thing is ,

the ph0ne very c0mplicated~

i see le als0 stress ~

hahas ,

but my CLEVER de dear help me make until

n0t s0 c0nfusing ~

il0vey0u ~

0kay la ~

shall end here t0day ~~

=DDD

tata peeps ~

Love ends @9:26 PM

Saturday, November 17, 2007 `

♥ ,

3oth aug ~ *LOVED*

ilovey0u ~

MY LAOGONG~~

bully me huh ?

me && dear

ilovemyself~

l0vey0u toos ~

act punk ?

2 sept ~ aiai's

me && aiai

never let y0u g0 ~

Love ends @12:54 AM

Friday, November 16, 2007 `

♥ ,

i am back le ~

reach home first thing ,

called dear .

n0 resp0nd .

as in handph0ne 0ff ,

i think he is working .

s0 left him a msg .

h0pe he calls me back after w0rk .

after that called dearest .

she s0 sh0ck la ~~

went 0ut with my parent .

went t0 eat AJISAN ~

i think spell wr0ng uh ?

went t0 buy make-up .

actually want g0 print ph0t0 ~

but then , never bring MMC .

called dear , still n0 reply .

until he called my h0use ,

he still don't know that i am 0n

HOMELEAVE .

he is at chalet now .

enjoy right ?

i wish t0 g0 to0s ,

but i can't .

LOL~!

FREEDOM LOST ~

have t0 wait f0r 22 mths later ~

tomorrow wil be going out with dear~

meeting him in downtown east

as his friend g0t chalet there~

haiz~

tomorrow he g0t w0rk ,

at 6.3o ,

d0nt want g0 h0me early als0

b0bian~

imissyou la dear~

c0me meet me lei ~

i am sick~

kays la .

posting up pics ~~~

Love ends @8:19 PM

Sunday, November 11, 2007 `

♥ ,

LOL~!

s0rry pe0ple .

this week i wont be posting .

i postphone it .

as i am in a rush of time .

t0day is dear birthday ~!

iloveyou ~!!

HAPPY 18th birthday uh ??

must be more sensible okay ?

la0p0 always here f0r y0u der ~!!

n0 matter what .

anw , this week is a really buzy week .

a really hectic week .

&& really happening ~

hahas ~

i be back t0 p0st s0on .

i pr0mise 0kay .

take care~

Love ends @4:20 PM

Saturday, November 3, 2007 `

♥ ,

well , i really g0t n0 idea

whats g0ing 0n ar0und me .

pe0ple around me are sh0wing me fake face

a really fake face .

i g0t n0 idea whats there pr0blem in there mind .

haiz , me && dear just quarrel n0t l0ng ag0 .

but n0w 0kay le .

well , i h0pe after this incident ,

we will have more trust .

n0 m0re STUPID quarrels anymore .

0kay an0t ?

what past are past .

but if the past REPEATS .

there w0nt be anym0re chance le .

well , yesterday went out with dear && dearest .

had lotsa fun ,

took lots of pic , mostly of my pic ,

all" zao geng " .

so i can only put up after editing .

0nly dear && dearest get to see th0se pics !

hahas !!

next week wil be dear birthday le

s0 excited ! s0 i cannot zuo pai le !

i want dear to have a memorable birthday .

but i dont know h0w .

i want call all his friend come .

but well , i dont know who to start .

i guess have to start from korkor that side ?

as dear played with them since young ?

haiz , i dont know .

hmmm , have to start planning le wor !

&& i going have a re-test wor ,

cause i retain mah

then , i not sure lah ,

i hope i pass go up sec 4 !!

* god bless me alright ? *

dear arh , because of y0u i

f0rget the past things that y0u did .

but dont fcuking take me f0r granted .
cause i am n0t th0se kinda CHEAP girls .

0kay ? iloveyou ~

due to DEAREST de hardworkingness ,

i got the edited pics le .

see ! nice right ?

t0gether we walk && never let go of

each other .

jacq. DEAREST && jeslin DEAREST

the PROMISE that we gave to
EACH OTHER

d0nt care me , i am just simply mad && childish .

PEEK-A-BOOK

holding on to our RELATIONSHIP .

hope it last !!

Love ends @8:21 PM