L-O-V-E ♥
Sunday, September 21, 2008 `
♥ ,
yesterday went out with boyf.
we went to beach && romantic.
hahas. took some pictures.
but not nice.
shall post up some later,
lol, guess what?
i just came back from swimming with boyf.
my hair is super damn dry.
LMAO.
lol, dont have the mood leh.
how? lol, okay lah.
i shall stop here first.
Love ends @1:03 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008 `
♥ ,
seashells, dolphins, starfish.
all this things may look very nice&& pretty right?
but to me it beholds a important memories.
&& now,
i am think of going back?
its like...
i dont know how to say.
baby, you know.
you are my biggest strength.
but, now i could no longer depend on you.
why? can you tell me?
izzit only when i go back,
then you will care for me?
or izzit things just arent the same?
baby, do tell me what you want.
i am tearing apart soonnn.
Love ends @4:37 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008 `
♥ ,
hello back to blog
celebrated vanilla birthday for her.
keai && me gave her a surprise.
which almost made her cry i guess?
right? hahas. && heres a video of her.
as i promise. iloveher.
Love ends @10:25 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008 `
♥ ,
its not easy being me do you know that?
i am not what i used to be do you know?
i love you once more than i love other of my ex do you know?
i bet all of this above. you dont know anything.
why do i love such a guy like you?
everything is over.
everything is offically over.
totally over.
goodbye my love.
everything just end within here and today.
well, i dont know why.
my tears just flowed down automactically.
i dont feel like going to school tomorrow.
everything in my mind is just corrupted.
i just needed a time of my own.
i think i will cry to sleep tonight.
everything in my mind is all about him.
but, i dont know why.
it just changed from today onwards.
i dont know why.
it will no longer be the same.
break up seems cruel.
even though i was the one who intially the break up.
i cant give it up.
but, i guess.
its easier to give up now.
because no one will get hurt after that.
perhaps everything that happen now,
is a karma.
dont you think so?
alright. just as i guessed it.
we wont last long.
260407 is no longer the same.
&& there wont be another 260407.
everything ended at
11/9/08 12.35
Love ends @12:36 PM
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♥ ,
hello, i am back to blogging.
teehee. this few days have been sleeping early.
&& is super early. 7 plus i go sleep le.
to prevent my brain from thinking anything.
&& plus i am really so damn tired.
haized.
oh no, suddenly i feel like i lost alot of things?
like my courage? my old self?
for now, i just hope that.
my friends will be there for me when i need them the most.
although i know that sometimes i wll pang seh them.
i am sorry thou,
but i just feel that when there is problem.
first think i will think of is friends.
i dont know why.
haized. i am really very stress of what i am doing.
i am so not sure what i am doing now && typing now.
i just feel like ranting it all out at my blog.
&& my ear is so damn itchy now.
its like so super reddish now?
haized, how i hope i could sleep in a long long long sleep now.
i really dont want to think of anything.
esp relationship.
nothing could save this relationship anymore.
i dont want to save this relationship anymore.
i got no strength left to continue this relationship.
its too tough.
really very tough.
its like i am the only one trying to salvage the relationship.
but he is not doing anything.
oh no, what am i talking?
didnt i promise not to say anything?
fine. i dont want to talk about this topic anymore.
oh ya, miss tan is trying to hai me again.
my report in school is not good.
sleeping in class, not in class blah blah.
&& she say she wants to call for a court review.
&& want to extend my stay in hostel.
wah lao eh, i go in partly is also because of school.
now she want to hai me.
wa lao eh, if she think is nice to sit inside.
well, try yourself.
no freedom, no nothing.
lost EVERYTHING inside.
no one will care how you feel.
whenever i am stress nothing can be done or do.
cant drink or whatever.
suddenly i feel like going to clubbing this week?
whoever could bring me go?
i really needed this day.
to pour out my sorrow and everything.
haized.
i am confused.
so confused.
i want dont want to get suspended or get extended.
i want to go out faster.
alt friday is waiting for me.
if anyone get to spoil my chance going to alt friday,
you watch out.
i dont care what will happen,
i will just do things without thinking.
alright.
enough of ranting.
i am sick and tired.
i guess i stop here.
if from the beginning we did not met each other;
will we regret for what ever it happen?
will we be happier?
will things become better?
if our love was a fairytale.
will it be happily ever after?
or saddily ever after?
Love ends @8:22 AM
Sunday, September 7, 2008 `
♥ ,
oh great, everthing is OVER.
finally is over.
i am going to still get on with my life.
i will, this time.
there is nothing left not to put down i guess.
we left each other without looking back.
so everything ended,
just ended peacefully.
i dont want to cling on to something like that anymore.
its tiring.
&& no one knows what i want.
how i feel and everything.
why is this so ?
i am not sure.
everything just seems so diffrent.
alright, i am super tired.
&& just updating.
yesterday was GH big day.
its their family carnival.
wooohh, i am in charge of ice kachang.
lol, me, camillia, esther&&cassandra.
play play play.
&& i guess we sold quite alot.
because we left with no topping.
thats why we close our ice kachang early.
WEETS.
its was quite fun && he came down to give me support.
hahas. but its over.
nah, its okay.
i am going to be fine.
so okay.
homeleave is from yesterday all the way until monday.
shiok siol.
alright i am really tired.
due to helping ahma to cook.
oh, i almost forgot.
next week is first friday.
alright i am super tired.
if i ask you to stay;
will you stay and be with me all day ?
if i ask you to leave ;
will you really leave and not come back?
if i tell you ILOVEYOU;
will you tell me that you love me?
Love ends @7:36 PM
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