hello, back to posting again.

been busy these few days. thats why.

alright, what i am going to say here is.

i think SISTERS this word.

really really dont exist.

because they turn 1 big round and shoot back or ka jiao weis

behind each other.

thats one of the reason why i dont mix and get along with girls

rather, i find BOYS even more better.

i dont know why.

i find them more trustable.

like my brothers.

thats all.

&& back to relationship.

i dont know what has happen,

change back to the old hubby.

is a small and simple phrase.

but to me, it is a very super good thing.

but somethings just happen the way i dont want.

change back, but something remains unchanged.

i dont know what to do.

CHANGE BACK TO YOUR OLD HUBBY OKAY?

you didnt utter a word after that after you say that.

when things happen.

you just say, i wont give in as much as last time.

is this what happen to last time?

no, i dont think so.

well, got nothing much to say.

bye peeps.

Love ends @11:51 AM

bi, i dont know what to say le.

i really changing all but,

you just seems like dont care dont care.

makes me really dont know what to do.

haiz, i really am confused.

tell me what to do.

i really dont know what to do.

or perhaps, you can tell me what you want to do?

mummy is in hospital.

i am like so fucking worried.

everything change.

just want a boyfriend to dote me.

cant i have it?

bi, come back will you?

Love ends @10:01 AM

shit, old post gone.

something wrong with the computer.

i just posted the blog,

&& there it goes.

=(

alright, i start over again.

hubby&& me back to normal again le.

finally after so fcuking long.

since sunday till yesterday.

lol, never really quarrel until like that before.

i guess after this quarrel,

we both notice that,

we are both important to each other.

hmm, and this 3 days or 4 days.

i have not been eating rice.

cause quarrel with him.

i just eat the veggies& the other food.

but not the rice.

just dont have much mood to eat.

&& now i am trying to lose weight.

i know its going to be hard.

but i will try! =D

going to lose weight for myself&& for bi.

hahas~~

oh ya, and hubby might be going to taiwan for 1 year.

saddening! i will be missing him lah.

&& it will be like so so so different,

without him.

like no one to talk to me during the night,

no one to hug me,

no one will be there to accompany me when i want go shopping.

no one will quarrel or talk back to me when i am bored.

no one to hit my mouth when i say stupid things.

no one to console me, when i am down.

when he is gone.

i will be like the most sad girl in the world lo.

like that, i ning yuan kena cut?

cause no him, really makes a very big difference.

it really really does.

&& mummy is sick.

really worried about her.
her stomach keeps hurting.
aunty G.K say maybe is menopause?
but i dont think so lah.
so fast menopause mah?
haiz. hope she fast fast recover !
ask her go hospital check.
guess where she went?
she went POLYCLINIC.
its like, she is so damn sick.
still have to wait for the Q.
&& best thing is no want accompany her go&&
she went work today.
daddy scold her, say dont want to live arh?
i dont know lah, because thats what meimei tell me.

hope she will recover asap.

oh ya, today me and hubby.
baobao.

hahas, really missed the feeling of hugging him lorh.

its been like 1234567890 years that i hugged him like that,

finally the feeling of love i could feel it once again.

hahas, really liked the feelings. because,

its unexplainable.

no one can make me feel this way but you.

hahas. imissyou baby.

Love ends @9:21 AM