alright, i am back to blogging.

haiz, these few days. i dont know why,

i really feel very stress. i guess is because of my family bah.

perhaps? hostel life, i am used to it.

but, now things seems to change.

people seems to drift from me.

people are absconding.

i just hope that things will be back like last time.

will it? family? whats that?

i've changed abit didnt i?

but, why cant they just see.

rather then encouraging me, they hurt me.

they are my FAMILY.

my closest people.

yet they just dont understand me.

why is this? well, now i am inside hostel already what.

at least i made an effort to change&& study well.

why can't you all see? to you all,

izzit because i am bad, means i wont change?

well, if thats the case.

then forget it.

i dont know what else i can say.

its true. i did improve on my studies.

to me, i am already very happy already.

though, still fail. but, at least i did improve what.

didnt i? but you just dont seems to get it.

i fail means fail. i am the eldest, yet i set this kind of example to

my sister, i know you all blame me.

well, forget it.

i give up on everything perhaps.

and bi, happy 13 months anniversary.

i blog this later bah, i got no mood.

i love you my hubby.

iloveyou lots.

smooochhhhhh

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well, today finally saw bi outside already.

=D hahas. bi very keai lorh.

become botak already.

so cute!

well, today meet bi at his house.

i guess this is the first time i meet him&& wait for him. =D

first time i ever really go down and meet him in person

he must be very touched right bi?

but when he saw me,

he cover his face.

cause he botak.

lol, hubby.

honey wont laugh at you de! okay? cause you are my HUBBY.

in any way , you will still be my
PRINCE CHARMING.

get it? i love love love you lots.

well, today bi and me ,

went to bugis to watch shows.

what happen in vegas. lol, that show is nice,

is funny toos.

hahas. meet cassandra, camilia && joey.

hahas~ played pool.

&& train cassandra how to fight.

bought a bag finally.

hubby is buying me a bag hopefully next week!

but is too expensive.

i dont want it anymore.

i must learn to save money&& dont spent it on stupid things.

like bag, i have alot already.

why must i buy?

because thats the lastest trend.

thats all i know.

i know its stupid.

but, i really have alot of things to buy.

&& bi say he is going to pay for my rebonding.

oh my god! thats so sweet!

i really appreciate that!

iloveyou!

dont want you to spend money on me.

just save money for my rebonding.

thats all.

i love you.

we must really learn to save money le bi.

=D

Love ends @11:44 PM