tomorrow is valentine's day.

but i doubt everything wont be same.

how i hope that this year would be a memorable one.

but, so sad to say that.

even tommorrow how hard i tried,

you still wont come back.

cause, simple. feelings is not there anymore.

its takes 2 hands to clap.

so, i cannot be selfish i have to let him go.

even i really do love him alot.

but what troubles me the most is,

i have to act like it doesnt even HURT.

cause, people will look at me and say.

omg, jacq. cry i dont want to be like that.

to people, i am strong jacq.

only i can scold people.

people cannot scold me.

only i bully people,

people cannot bully me.

right? even closest brother hj&vic saw me cry,

they choose to look away and pretend they never saw.

cause they know how i feel.

thanks lots bros.

and no matter how hurt it is i am going to stay strong.

iloveyou, that what i am going to say for the last time.

if things could turn back, i wont choose to hurt you and love you whole-heartly only.

but now, it wont. =D

in a relationship cannot have a 3 party.

there must be always one to sacrifise.

this time, i will.

iloveyou, so i let you go with the girl you like.

i hope tommorrow you will enjoy.

alright, this will be the last time i post in this blog.

i am going to change my link.

=D will update you guys.

Love ends @2:04 PM

after so long, i am still alone.

no one knows what i am thinking.

even my best buddies.

sometimes i wonder, should i really give up?

or should i try and perservere?

no one tells me what to do,

inside my heart, is all tearing apart.

perhaps, after a long period of time it will heal.

but, i dont want to give up.

it may seems easy to fall for other people.

but, not me.

i am not those kind of people.

i am using the very last strength of breath i have,

to fight it out.

on valenines day.

will be my last shot,

if it still wont touched you,

i will give up.

1 year 9 months and going to 1 year 1o months.

Love ends @9:38 AM

this is our memories.

i dont know if we still have a chance together.

but i guess, we probably wont have this chance together anymore.

i dont know why, i thought it be easy to forget you.

but, now i notice that, its difficult.

alot of people have broke up this few days.

i still hope i can have you back.

but, do i still have this last chance to let you love me back?

and go back to what we still used to be?

valentines day is around the corner.

i guess, i have no one to celebrate with anymore.

my mind and everything is all mixed up.

all confused.

i hope everything can turn back to what it all used to be.

playing on the bus,

listening song together.

beat each other.

fun times like those time.

but not those quarreling times.

if time can change back,

i will change to become a better girlfriend.

but, i guess, it wont anymore?

Love ends @2:51 PM