this post is specially to ahSONG de.
dont ask me why i have changed alright?
i just feel the need of changed.
maybe you find me really very unreasonable or what.
i dont care. really.
because, y0u d0nt know i feel at all.
okay, say it in the bottom of your heart.
did you like ever think of me?
&& thought of what i am thinking?
do y0u kn0w that i am afraid y0u t0 leave me?
when just n0w, i talk t0 y0u on ph0ne && said something about
girlfriend those kind of things?
y0u c0uld actually say things like,
ya alot of girlfriend waiting for me n0w.
can y0u like imagine h0w would i
fucking feel when y0u said that ?
did y0u even notice that it was me who hanged the phone?
did y0u even n0tice
HOW FUCKING IMPORTANT YOU ARE IN MY FUCKING HEART?
perhaps no.
well, i dont know why i have this feeling,
t0 give up 0n y0u already.
TOTALLY give up on y0u.
dont ask me why ,
cause i just feel that way.
11 month just past.
i thought we could be like last time.
s0 happily, but i dont think so.
cause, people really do change.
seriously, if y0u really fall f0r s0me others girls.
dont be selfish,
just tell me.
i will just let y0u g0.
&& instead find a better guy.
there are many m0re people outside
wh0 are waiting f0r me.
because having a relationship like that.
i feel like really n0 p0int.
&& at the same time.
useless.
my heartache alot.
but, d0 anyone knows?
i seems happy today do i?
but, d0 y0u kn0w h0w i actually feel when i am with y0u?
i guess y0u d0nt?
cause y0u d0nt even n0tice me much t0day.
h0w can a relationship be stable when
there are no basic trust in it?
is not i dont want to give trust.
is, i gave you too many chance.
&& you just threw it away.
f0rget it.
perhaps , y0u are just my another past.
=D i choose to be happy
rather then t0 cry f0r y0u each fucking nights.
thats all i got to say.
&& dont bother to explain anything if you saw this post.
because thats what i got to say.

~~~

what i wanted was just a guy whom will,

PAMPER;CHERISH;TREASURE;LOVE;DOTE ME~!

Love ends @11:18 PM

hello people.

i am back.

back to homeleave after absconding.

hahas~

actually i dont want to blog de.

but cause hubby wants me t0 blog.

thats why.

hehex.

thursday i went home.

met hubby.

after go home.

then friday we went to watch movie.

rule#1.

LOL~

very scary lo.

due to the sound effect as i could

predict when is it coming.

hubby sayang me.

felt s0 warm.

&& touched.

hahas.

d0nt e jealous people out there.

there is one girl in friendster who named herself as

ICY CHAN.

dont add her.

lol, go around adding guys.

stupid people.

then i act as thou i am hubby.

entertain her.

hahas.

hmm, anw hubby is also out le.

h0pe he will do his CSO properly this time round.

hahas~~

0kay st0p here.

Love ends @2:30 PM