happy 1 year anniversary BABY.

wahh, s0 fast 1 year already.

dont know why, it just seems like today is just a normal day?

nothing special at all?

haiz, suddenly thought of last year de together.

we are together at 26o4o7.

19.59pm, my house downstairs.

where he asked me for stead.

LOL~! and today is also the day i broke up

with my ex-stead, 1 year.

that stupid darn idiot.

&& congrats on being my LONGEST LONGEST

BOYFRIEND!!

oh well, during this 1 year, alot of things happen to both of us.

&& people whom are close to me should know what happen

LAST TIME && NOW.

during this 1 year,

i went to GIRLS' HOME, he went to QRP.

but of course on different dates.

but of course we are still together.

hahas.

alot of ups && downs when we are together.

i hope this could last forever.

i hope we wont quarrel until BREAK or GOING to break anymore.

how i hope to gain back the trust that i have lost in you,

but, you just never made that move to understand me more.

i dont know why, i just hope you to understand me more.

is that really so difficult?

i know i am selfish&& sometimes i went too over-board.

but is you the one who pampered me till like that de.

you cant possibly throw me aside &&

ask me to change de right?

isnt that too what le?

i dont know what has been happen to me lately,

i just hope to study hard&& forget everything.

make myself busy&& numb myself.

hostel all those staff are drving me nuts.

small lil things then write in log book,

make me cut for few hours.

so sickening.

well, i know they go home everyday what.

but HELLO!

we dont go home everyday, only on saturday only.

cant you let us go home peacefully?

IRRITATING PEOPLES.

now i know why my grading wont go up no matter how good i am.

cause small lil things you all also want make until

BIG ISSUE.

thats why my garding will go down&&down.

well, its really unfair you see,

i am NOT the ONLY person who gets up late in the morning!

why only my name is INSIDE the

fcuking damn LOG BOOK!

well, when today ahma ask who woke up late too.

i didnt say, beacuse i dont want to hai them

kena cut, cause i know the feeling sucks.

&& i dont wanna be a SHOOT KIA.

i am considerate. why cant people spare a thought for me?

i know i look like a cheerful girl,

but do you people know what i want most?

forget it.

i just feel like ranting it out and make me feel better.

cause suddenly i feel like there is no one that i could share my problems

&& feelings with.

not even my BOYFRIEND.

i just feel like this few days, he keep thinking about himself.

i dont know lah, i just hope that god

will just take care my LOVES ones.

even to sacrifice my life i am also willing.

well, i got to go.

i am changing my blogskins && everything.

provided i find until nice blogskins.

Love ends @11:38 PM