to the one and only guy i love;

things has changed doesnt it?

love has changed.

feelings has faded.

tears keeps dropping,

thousands of knifes has just pierce through.

&& i am left there all by myself.

you promised to be there for me all the times.

you promised you loved me , and be your last girl.

but i dont think so this will happen doesnt it?

it just seems like, you can go on better without me.

if thats the case, baby.

i wish you all the best. i am leaving you.

things will get better this way i guess.

without me to scold you or what.

there wont be anymore hurt.

that is better right?

i love you, but i dont wish to give in.

i want to be strong.

or you can say that i act strong.

up to you, its just that.

you are not you anymore.

you say you'll wait for me.

no need already i think.

cause even you were to wait.

everything will still be the same.

we already quarrel yesterday le.

quarrel le, talk finish le.

you went home, played com.

forget totally about me.

i guess this is the best thing among all.

dont you think so?

if you really care and love me.

will you forget me and neglect me?

i dont think you will.

what have i done to you?

to deserve such treatment?

do i really treat you really that bad?

my heart hurts alot.

what can i do?

feel like ranting it to people,

feel like dying.

but i cant, this guy was once my everything.

once the shoulder that i thought i could rely for the rest of my life.

once the most strength i needed.

once the listening ear that i needed the most.

but i dont think so it will happen already.

cause its all over, right?

why will things happen to me?

cried the whole night.

till my eyes swollen.

you didnt know.

felt like messaging someone to let me feel better.

but, i didnt.

because i promised you not to message boys.

till now, i didnt message anyone.

cause, iloveyou.

but its over le lah.=D

i want to live life to the fullest.

i dont want to get hurt anymore.

because my heart is really pain.

&& no one can help me.

i am really hopeless.

just let me rot to death.

slowly, i will disappear.

and slowly, i will not cry, smile.

or even have any emotion on my face.

goodbye people.

goodbye my LOVE.

i always think of you.

Love ends @12:40 PM