hmm, i am lost for words.

perhaps, if you really go inside.

you will only then realise.

that, who treats you really good.

&& regret what ever you have done.

i really hope everything start afresh.

like how we knew each other,

how we start giving kiss to each other.

how we hug each other.

how we make faces to make each other happy.

how we play like a

CRAZY COUPLE.

&& things like that.

well, i dont know why things seems so hard for me.

yesterday, he fetch me back hostel.

on the way, i asked him.

bi, what if i go in girls home?

he asked me to shhhh..

then i kept asking him.

after awhile, he reply.

well, i hope is true.

but deep down i know that,

this word, i can only hear but not believe.

&7 he ask me back.

what if he go in?

(if he go in this time will be for15 months.)

then i played the song i'll remember you.

he asked, why you play the song?

i said because i felt like playing this song.

i dont want to reply his question because.

i know that i will wait.

because i really do love him.

but i dont want him to take it as i am talking cocks.

so i didnt reply and didnt tell him i will wait.

but no matter how long.

i promise that, i will wait.

i promise, though you dont treat me well like last time.

but still i love you alot.

i know perhaps you dont love me anymore.

but, you cant stop me from loving you.

even if you go in. i promise,

if you write letter to me.

i will reply you.

i promise.

but if you wish to forget me.

fine, i will just wait.

thats all. && dont need to fetch me anymore.

because i know, you will never fetch me.

&& dont promise me anything.

Love ends @8:53 AM