hello, i am back to blogging.

teehee. this few days have been sleeping early.

&& is super early. 7 plus i go sleep le.

to prevent my brain from thinking anything.

&& plus i am really so damn tired.

haized.

oh no, suddenly i feel like i lost alot of things?

like my courage? my old self?

for now, i just hope that.

my friends will be there for me when i need them the most.

although i know that sometimes i wll pang seh them.

i am sorry thou,

but i just feel that when there is problem.

first think i will think of is friends.

i dont know why.

haized. i am really very stress of what i am doing.

i am so not sure what i am doing now && typing now.

i just feel like ranting it all out at my blog.

&& my ear is so damn itchy now.

its like so super reddish now?

haized, how i hope i could sleep in a long long long sleep now.

i really dont want to think of anything.

esp relationship.

nothing could save this relationship anymore.

i dont want to save this relationship anymore.

i got no strength left to continue this relationship.

its too tough.

really very tough.

its like i am the only one trying to salvage the relationship.

but he is not doing anything.

oh no, what am i talking?

didnt i promise not to say anything?

fine. i dont want to talk about this topic anymore.

oh ya, miss tan is trying to hai me again.

my report in school is not good.

sleeping in class, not in class blah blah.

&& she say she wants to call for a court review.

&& want to extend my stay in hostel.

wah lao eh, i go in partly is also because of school.

now she want to hai me.

wa lao eh, if she think is nice to sit inside.

well, try yourself.

no freedom, no nothing.

lost EVERYTHING inside.

no one will care how you feel.

whenever i am stress nothing can be done or do.

cant drink or whatever.

suddenly i feel like going to clubbing this week?

whoever could bring me go?

i really needed this day.

to pour out my sorrow and everything.

haized.

i am confused.

so confused.

i want dont want to get suspended or get extended.

i want to go out faster.

alt friday is waiting for me.

if anyone get to spoil my chance going to alt friday,

you watch out.

i dont care what will happen,

i will just do things without thinking.

alright.

enough of ranting.

i am sick and tired.

i guess i stop here.

Love ends @8:22 AM